the feelings i grown for 5years ever since sec1... Yea. I guess i'm used to it.
i missed primary school days where everything was so innocent and where everyone is nice.
i still can remember my primary one days ... I gained my first friend. I cried on the first day of school. Everything seemed like a fairytale unlike now i'm 17. I began to grow up and begins to gain all the sad feelings...
i wanted to change my ways of communicating with people
i wanted to grow taller and fitter.
i wanted to change my voice toning. I tried really.
but what can i do? I did tried to change myself and all... that.
it just dosen't work. Yea. This was my real, true self that i couldnt change.
Maybe i should just stick to this i'm tired of everything
others said about me. I'll just leave my ear closed, my eyes shut, everything! I've given up.
Yea. I'm sick of people mocking at me. I'm sick of all that.
If only i could ignore ... Or be deaf for a moment. I'll be grateful.
haha. i'm complaining right now about these stuffs. but even if people do that to me. I'm always ignoring it like i always do... because i cant do a single thing about it.
I'm just WEAK! FRAGILE! Yea! that's it.
WEAK N FRAGILE the useless kid! in the whole world!
Life is always the same for me. Ended up Dark.
Saturday, June 12, 2010, 2:53 AM
